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marlboro-I'll be honest in that like many posts before its seems a little too much (though thats likely a reflection of my thouhgt :/)
Hoever I don't really care if that possibility is there and choose to take our word for it. (don;t really care too much what everone thinks-not 100% but getting there lol)
I like the way she explained it. What I know of the chakras keeps expanding and I feel I know very little. That said I have studied them to small degree and experienced aspects of them (some ways I won't get into here lol)
I think its really cool that you are able to look at a possible system that is outside the typical for your culture and formal education etc especially one that brings about looking internally, which takes courage. Congrats on you, regardlkess what you eventually deside to be true for you.
I'll share a little of my experience that suggests its true for me (besides adding up different aspects and seeing conections in self and others etc)
The Chinese have systems also that relate oragns with emotions with muscles etc etc
So I go to a QiGong healer and he points at me sending Qi through my body. He correctly told me many physical issues I have and also told me I have anger issues. I thouhgt he was bang on on much except the anger. Its something that I learned to controle and basicaly not get angry much over the years.
Something in fact I was proud of as was my Mum etc
So I thouhgt he might be not quite so bang on on that.
Along the way I was listening to audios from John Mcmullin in which he was talking about the deepest form of pain being numbness (JP refferances it in a great article on forgiveness that can be found on paulchek.com and ppssuccess.com).
JP mentions how people with abuse in thier past can often be unaware of it. It has been too painful to experience in memory and they shut it off (its interesting when you look at how much of ones childhood one can remember-suggestive of painful experiences). Also of a soldier that has been shot not knowing it.
Personally I sent a friend and former client to John. He told her (I think thier first session) that she had been sexually abused and she had no recollection of it what so ever! That week it started to come back. Turns out she was living in the same house as the person still so getting out was a big improvement for her health.
So back to my experience of numbness (besides remembering little of my childhood).
I think it was my second session with John he also told me I had anger but Johns deffinition of anger was something I had never heard before. It went something like this. "Our inner childs reaction to fear or shame" (pretty sure it was inner child.. Anyway basically anyway we deal with fear or shame...
Maybe jumping abit here..
He told me he thought I had (as I told him I use to get angree but didn't really any more) lashed out (verbally) at someone I loved. In such a way that I hurt them and felt very ashamed and guilty. Basically I told myself I wouldn't do it again so instead of extreanally reacting with 'anger' to fear or shame a numbed it so as not to feel it from my reaction..
So IF his deffinition is true (it is for me) then my anger (reaction) was numbed and pushed deep and I was unaware.
And interesting note is after a healing process that session a block was released and I felt Qi flowing through my whole being like I never had before. Ever since if I pay attention I can feel Qi in me to a larger or lessor degree. If I get energy work done I can mostly feel what is going on (filling, emptying, moving etc the Qi).
So for me it has become very real.
In nature and large groups I can feel it stronger..
This is experience that far surpasses anything I have read on them Qi etc
but acoording to my issues, physical body etc etc i have/had issues with the related chakra.
Your experience adds up also and your experience with the healing is, at least, suggestive of the powerful effects of balancing the body (in all aspects). -if you're not having a go ;)
out of curiosity how is your vision?
Happy New Year!!! The world is changing!