Bubba, i used an alias because it drew out a conversation with certain individuals that wouldnt have happened using my own name. I never hid behind it for long.Maybe i am a bit in need of sleep bubba.This isnt about making friends for me or making enemies.I had a 14year ring career that i truly sacrificed blood sweat and tears for.I hitched to Auks from waignaro-140 odd kms three times a week for 6months and took two classes when i got there,then hitched back again,at night.I have fought more world champs than i care to remember.I lost 7kgs in 7days just so i could stand in for chopper chapman when he had a big fight in japan and he got injured. Heck i lost to him Twice! the first time only on points. The second i got dealt to and stopped for the first time in my career,and i had 4 days notice for that.I have friends everywhere.They know im not rude.They know i dont talk down to anyone much.Im not a bigshot and i care about what people think.people who really,truely know me know im not such a bad person to throw a fight for an ex clubmate,Andrew is also an ex clubmate from Balmoral, actually so was rony.Im old and tired and have so few years left in me. I would give my life to change so many things if that were possable.Can you try to understand what its like for me to have this happen like groundhog day every day?! I dont think i have anything left to say on this subject,ive said it all.