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What, if anything, can't you say or express? What is being held back. (expression isn't nessasarily verbal per say). Who won't listen or can't you express to? What can't be said?

I do not know if this is right for you or not but I would personal persue this line of thinking.

If its not making sense logically or you aren't recalling how this might fit in ask questions like...

(take a couple deep breaths and don't left brain this question, don't figure it out. Just see what comes to mind.)
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Your path is yours and you are always on it ;) So there for you are always on the right path. The direction you choose is perfect. (worth thinking about what your goals are of course lol)

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Just to bump another old thread; as regards expression of something, I think you were spot on here again.

I understood at the time there was some type of lifestyle mis-balance - my lifestyle or situation at that time did not lend itself to me achieving my goals - which in turn, I now believe, was causing an inability to EXPRESS myself as such, and this - relative to what you say above - was possibly the cause of my body being out of sync?
And thus the sore throats, injuries etc.

I believe the form of expression I wish to take was expression of something that occurs in the ring - or something along these lines.

As I mentioned in the other thread, I knew a bloke one time, kickboxer, exceptionally good - no idea what he's doing now though - but his ability to express himself physically as such, in the ring, was - awe inspiring, for me, and certainly captivating for others, I know.

This is just as regards his ability to perform, his movement and speed etc were outstanding - very difficult to hit - think Zab Judah/Mayweather type of movement, all strikes thrown with perfect balance/position etc.

The point I'm making is that it was in this regard I believe I wish to express myself - and at that stage, my lifestyle did not at all lend itself to productivity or progress in achieving a state where I this expression could be forthcoming - that is, student lifestyle is not good for serious training - and therefore the aforementioned was occurring.

What could this type of expression be labeled as?
Movement, energy, violence?
I'd be certainly more comfortable with thinking it is one of the former.
But really, what we do is an expression of our personality right?
You could say Tyson was a violent person, and he certainly expressed himself as being so in the ring - and to some degree outside it also.
..just trying understand the situation as it seems.

But anyway, I have in the past years, modified my lifestyle considerably, and it's a far cry from anything I was brought up with or did before - but I haven't got a serious injury, or injury of any kind over the last year while competing regularly - so I must be on the right path..

And then, lastly, brings me back to the question.
What defines our path/goal. Everyone has their own contribution to make to humanity.
Why would someone need to express themselves like so.
Why is this my goal, and not, I dunno, wanting to be a doctor or something.
I guess this relates back to what was being speculated upon in the other thread - stars, movement, influence, pre-destiny, reincarnation, God - who knows.
I'd love to find out though.